It has been one of those days (or actually a few of those days). The days that the feeling of missing Ella overwhelms me. I miss her all of the time, but there are days when it just washes over me like a tidal wave. I think it is the time of the year. Everywhere I go I see something or do something that reminds me last year at this time-right after we found out I was pregnant or it makes me think of how I thought things were going to be now. I try not to dwell on how things should be, but that has been so hard the last few days.
I want her here with me. I want to dress her in her Florida Gator booties and hat that we bought her last football season. I want to be taking her to cookouts and family get togethers. I want to hold her again. I want everything to be different than it is.
It is just one of those days that all I can think about is how much I miss her.
I love you Ella! I miss you SO much!
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Oh sweet friend, my heart is breaking for you. I know those wants and wishes so well. I will be praying for you. I hope today is a better one. Those tough days seem to knock us off of our feet.
ReplyDeleteSending you a great big hug Penny.
ReplyDeleteHope you are feeling better today! I know some days seem so easy then the hard times hit all over again. Keeping yo in prayers!
ReplyDeletePraying for you during these hard times. We haven't hit any anniversaries yet, but I know they are coming.
ReplyDelete*hugs* I know I haven't been around as much, but still thinking of you and Ella.
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